I missed those times when we fooled around the campus without a care in the world.
I missed those times when we stayed up all night chatting, rushing our assignments, studying for our exams.
I missed those times when we held our hands together while walking along the street back to our hostel.
I missed the moment your soft lip touches against mine.
I can still remember the excitement of meeting you everyday.
I can still remember the happiness when playing around with you.
I can still remember the sleepless nights we spent chatting about random stuff.
I can still remember my hand sweating non-stop while you held it gently.
I can still remember the embarrassment experiencing kissing with you.
The warm heat from your embrace still lingers on my body refusing to let go.
I can't sleep alone with an empty heart knowing that you'll never be with me.
Tears roll down my cheek when I look back at those days at the corner of my cold room.
The scar on my heart screams in pain when I sees you having fun without me around.
It's almost too much to bear having to laugh with you so it won't be awkward.
But alas, nothing can be change.
You will never be mine, I can never have you.
The only thing I could do now is to hope that time will heal the wound on my heart.
