It hurts, when you are neglecting what I say. It hurts, when you ignore my presence. It hurts, when you only ever pay attention to me when you need me for help. Something that doesn't happen anymore.
I admit that I make mistakes, that I may be selfish and harsh quite often, that I didn't spend my time with you for the past few years, or maybe even longer. I know that I break my promise to bring you out for shopping or even out for a walk in the park. Even though, I'm free at that moment. I understand that I' a terrible sister, a horrible human being that live under the the same roof as you.
I'm sorry, that I'm a no-good, terrible sister. I'm sorry, that you couldn't talk to me about things and secrets that you want to share. I'm sorry, that I wasn't there when you need me the most. I'm sorry, that things turn out this way. I'm sorry, for not doing anything earlier.
