I wonder how does a kiss tastes like? Not to say I'm complaining... I just feel a little bit lonely not being able to experience it throughout my whole 18 years of life. Well, I did tried kissing a guy just a couple of months ago. But it was just a light touch on the lips, it happened so quickly with my heart pumping hard on my chest. Even though we kissed, we're still friends. Currently, we're nowhere near becoming lovers with that happening. I can't seem to imagine us becoming more than friends due to his attitude. I guess he just wants to remain as a good friend? I can't stop feeling down whenever I think about it. But even so, I can't give up on him no matter how I try. He will be leaving for UK next year, we don't have much time to spend together anymore. Unless I future my studies in UK, which will take me 2 years to do that. I don't mind taking it slow, but it seems like we're not progressing at all. I just hope that some day we'll end up together, even if it is highly impossible...
Here I am complaining about him again, I really shouldn't do this anymore, it's turning me into an idiot who carves for love and attentions. Sigh, I sincerely wish that he won't occupy my entire mind.
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